I have decided I do not age, I simply depreciate.
If you aren’t moving, you’re standing still. There is only two things you can do when you’re standing still, observe and waste time.
There is hardly enough time in this life for me to waste all that I do on fake people. That is why I always make friends with weirdos and outcasts, no one pretends to be an outcast to hurt someone. And you can tell the liars from the real outcasts, one will be trying to fit in, the other will not know how to fit in in the first place.
Sometimes I wonder where life will take me. I’m not entirely sure I care as long I am happy, I just hope it has a plan… because I surely don’t.
People say, “You can only see how bright the stars are because of the darkness.”
They are not totally wrong. I am currently watching a show where there is a way to forget all your pain. I talked to one of my friends about it and I decided, I wouldn’t do it. Through all the pain I’ve suffered, the injured knee, the years of depression, the loss of my friends, and even the little things, I learned who I am, who I want to be, what I value, and how to care about life.
I wouldn’t give up my darkest days for anything. Without them, I cannot see the beauty of the stars.